Not quite as "quippy" as my husband, but I figured "Hey, everybody else is doing it" and "Yes, mom, I would jump off a bridge. . . "
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Can you see it? . . .
Isn't it funny that when you step back and look at something you can see the signs coming from a mile away? But, when you are in the thick of it, you don't see the forest for the trees. I can sit and think about all the ways Dustin has changed over the last month or so and can see the psychosis and the delusional thinking creeping in. Not that I saw it while it was happening mind you. What is that called, Monday morning quarterbacking?
I can see it in his eyes in this picture taken Sunday. He is not quite with us. He is not in reality.
Compared with this picture earlier in August.
Can you see it? I can and it's not just the smile that is missing and it frightens me.